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I'm extremely happy, but at the same time there is something i want.. that i'm missing?!
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[19 Jan 2009|11:32pm] |
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It's been a long time since i've written in this thing. I have been thinking about keeping a journal so that i can remember all of this someday when i look back on it. I wonder how long this thing will be here for? Anyways, life is unbelievably amazing right now. Last summer was good until the end came along. The best thing that i have ever done was breaking up with Chris. After being with somone who treats you like crap for fourteen months, i think i learned who was and wasn't worth it.
It's weird to look back and think of how you thought that you were so happy with that person.. when in reality all they did was bring you down. There were those happy moments, but the bad ones out numbered the good.
Going to Plymouth State is one of the best things that i have ever done. I met my best friends there, whom i know will never leave my side. I also found my boyfriend, Alex, who has made me so happy. I love not having parents around me all the time and not having a cerfew. It's insane how much college life has changed me. I did make some mistakes, fell for the wrong boys, didn't put as much effort into school work as i should, but all in all..I couldn't be any happier.
I've been on vacation for 5 weeks now & i go back Sunday! I'm going tomorrow night for the night. cannot wait!<3
I think everyone finds that they lose touch with the ones they cared about when they graduate. I really don't talk to a lot of people from high school.. only the ones that i was close to. I found who has & will always be there & i wouldn't have it any other way.
That's all of now. Peace & love.
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[04 Aug 2008|08:57am] |
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from this day froward i'm going to be happy.
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[25 Jan 2008|10:16am] |
I'm happier than life.. now 8 months i've been with chris.
You know I expected so much more from you.
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[17 Aug 2007|10:44pm] |
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when you're around someone so much for so long, they become a part of you, and if they change or go away, you won't know who you are without them.
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[25 Jun 2007|04:14pm] |
for some reason today feels like a glum day.
Im feeling down for no reason at all.
Im content with my life right now. I love my boyfriend.
"I wish the sky were open 'cause if there weren't those trees
I think I could see for miles
The city is just beyond those clouds
I guess this is what it's like to be really down
And holding out for something
Remembering the warm nights
Remembering the open arms of two years ago
Oh there's nothing like this parking lot
And seeing the stars in morning
'Cause I can see them from where I'm lying
I can feel the cold pavement against my skin
It's tingling."
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[01 Jun 2007|09:46pm] |
it's okay, i've forgiven you
but in some way, hope it fucks with you
hope it fucks with you
that i'm okay and i've made it through
but who's to say what you're going through
i'll say no names, though i've wanted to.
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